It's a beautiful daaaaaay

Today was my favorite kind of day because work didn't call me in to sub. I enjoyed randomly walking around target and then stopping by BAE to visit Daniel. This is always fun because I get to interact with the crabby desk lady, see his very talkative but nice boss, and learn about fun nerdy things that I would never know how to do. But Daniel dominates.



Daniel pretending to work as I take his picture

Sushie time :o)

Our good friend Dwight

To muse.

So today I've been thinking how amazing it will be to be married. I will no longer have to call my fiance on the cell phone throughout the week when I can just see him at home. I wont have to fall asleep by myself, or lay there wanting to tell him just one more thing about my day. And I wont have to say goodbye all the time like when he drops me off after a day spent together. I guess I just feel it's about time that we get hitched. And I find it so cool that this is the stuff we talked about when we were only fourteen and fifteen..and it's now turning into a reality.

Everyone says "growing up is hard" ..but I feel like I've had a pretty easy growing up. Now it's all about adjusting and the transition of the months to come. I feel emotional at times about flying the coop but then I think about the one person who can make me smile with one word, or better yet a look. That person who gives you chills, infuriates you, and then makes you want to wake up and do it all over again. This would be my Danny-Boy. So those are my thoughts for now... :)

Realization

I am procrastinating. I SHOULD be working on the many projects I haven't started for my education class. But alas, here I am working on a blog that only Daniel will probably read.

This week has been really hard. I've had so much school work that I've found myself constantly whining and wondering why I'm even doing what I'm doing when it makes me so unhappy.

I had a piece of humble pie when I was at work the other day. I was subbing in a fourth grade class and there was this boy named Andrew who come to find out has a tumor behind is eye which affects his learning greatly. He actually is at a kindergarten level. As I was helping him write his history essay he started telling me about his fall break and how much he practiced his reading and writing. His attitude was unbelievable. He wanted to do this on his break!

It made me realize just how much I take for granted and that things wouldn't be so bad for me if I would just shut up and do it.